I was left with a resounding “this suuuucks” feeling after
reading “Sexual Assault and the Meaning of Power and Authority for Women with
Mental Disabilities” and an ever stronger “this suuuucks” feeling after
discussing it in class.
Coming into this course, I was quite comfortable with the
idea that the criminal justice system is not the end-all, be-all for many
survivors of sexual assault. After all, the gathering of evidence and
testifying at a trial may be a traumatic experience for some — if an
investigation is even pursued. The justice system is simply unable to account
for the vast structures of power in play during a sexual assault, and much
healing can be done outside of the perpetrator being slapped with jail time
(again, unlikely).
It’s not surprising, then, that the line “criminal law, by
necessity, is focused on wrongs committed by individuals, not on redressing
systemic discrimination” resonated with me (137). Criminal law is structured
around proving a perpetrator, and the apparent lack of something (consent) is required
to deem the accused a criminal. Clearly, survivors cannot rely pursuing an
investigation or a judge’s decision to determine their healing for them. If we
expected that to be their primary course of action, we would be robbing the
majority of survivors’ agency to define healing on their own terms.
I’ve had to nuance this view of mine, though, since digging
into much of the legal theory we’ve been reading so far. The court’s attitude
(focusing on wrongs committed by individuals rather than redressing systemic
discrimination) is no less prevalent in every other part of our public and
private lives. Simply ignoring the legal aspects of sexual assault because they’re
painful to become aware of does little to change the wider conversation on
perpetrator accountability.
To what extent, I wonder, does the mainstream discourse of
our society impact laws? And, more importantly, to what extent do these laws
impact the mainstream discourse of our society? If these thoughts permeate the
way most people think and talk about sexual assault, the survivor isn’t left
with many other options. If life outside of the courtroom doesn’t hold
perpetrators accountable, survivors have few options for pursuing “legitimate
justice” other than entering the criminal justice system, which, as we’ve read
in this article, has so many loopholes that are particularly damaging to those
with mental and physical impairments.
There’s no doubt that our laws legitimize the way we live. I’ve
spoke to a handful of people (some who identify would even identify feminists)
who echo statements reflecting the problematic views of the court that we saw in Benedet and Grant's article. I’m particularly interested to keep reading about the
legal aspects of sexual violence and (hopefully) turn some of these “this
suuuucks” feelings into empowerment.